“Hi, my name is James La Salandra, and I’m a writer.” It
sounds unmistakably like a support group introduction, and to be honest the
comparison is, for the most part, quite apt. I know that few people manage to
avoid the pitfall of bringing their work home with them, but I think it safe to
say that a cashier, once home, manages to avoid ringing people out at the
register. For a number of vocations, however—writing, of course, among
them—there doesn’t seem to be a genuine end to the work day. If, in fact, one
can call it work. To be sure, there’s always an amount of effort—sometimes
grueling—involved in the writing process, but love of the craft is usually
sufficient grounds for dismissing whatever toll one’s work may take. The point,
as I’m fond of noting, is that were I to choose a different path, I would be no
less a writer. I could wait tables, work in retail, become a janitor—I couldn’t
claim to have quit being a writer. I’d just be a writer who happened to make a
living mopping floors.
Many writers understand this fact quite easily, as few find
themselves in a position to dedicate themselves solely to their writing without
the proverbial “day job” to keep the lights on. It is by a rare, benevolent
twist of fate that I am capable of devoting nearly 100% of my waking time to
the writing life. Regardless of livelihood and circumstance, each of us is
possessed of (and by) the indefatigable writer’s spirit: the mind, always
probing in hopes of stumbling upon our next story; the eye, keenly observing
and taking note of myriad details and minutiae; the voice, always marveling at
the wonders of language, conceiving and practicing various styles,
vocabularies, and rhythms. For most of us, there’s simply no “off switch” for
such faculties, only the choice between focusing them and allowing them to run
on autopilot. There’s plenty of room for debate on whether we choose to write,
or simply choose to capitulate to the compulsion to do so. Either way,
regardless of whatever one may be doing with one’s time, even when asleep, a
writer is still a writer.
Though I now live my life according to the persistent whims
of my calling, it wasn’t always so. For the longest time, I fancied myself a
musician, and while I did have a small amount of talent for it, I eventually
came to the conclusion that my ambitions far exceeded my abilities. It was only
a few years ago that I began humoring the suggestion that I apply myself to
wordcraft; even now, when asked “What do you do?” I still hesitate perceptibly
before answering. However, at a recent dinner engagement, a friend whom I
hadn’t seen in over a decade balked at my reluctance, as well as my claim to
have ever thought myself to be anything else. To her, my becoming a writer had
always been a foregone conclusion. It didn’t take the entire meal for me to
come around to her point of view.
I don’t begrudge myself the fact that it took over ten years
of my adult life for me to have reached this point; the meandering path taught
me a great many things about myself and about life, no doubt fodder for the
many projects to come. Friends and family have encouraged me a thousand times
over, opportunities to see my work published on line have arisen and been
seized, and so it is that I find myself now fully embarking upon what I hope
will be a respectable career, whatever form it may take. For the time being,
I’m busying myself with the effort to become a capable freelance writer, as
I’ve an eye on supplementing—and one day replacing—my current means of support.
I’ve been expanding my web presence via social media, and now I’ve got this
website to my credit. In addition to collecting my work elsewhere on the web, I
intend for the Scholar’s Fane to be a place in which to explore the many facets
of the craft, share various sources of inspiration, connect with working
professionals and fellow aspirants, and expound upon both the challenges and
benefits of a life dedicated to self-education for the sake of the creation and
enjoyment of literature.
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